Dreaming.In.Reality

but it’s pretty obvious that my wordpress business is still up in the air. it’s a mess, but at least i’ve figured out how to get the damn links on my page. Knowing that this is a mess along with everything else messy in my life just makes me seriously want to stab things. I feel like i’m drowning under a sea of clutter, laundry, dust, dishes, barfed on carpet, messy websites and the overwhelming urge to have a clean slate to focus myself, my house and my creativity. I despair at thinking, that even if I do get most of it under control, that it’ll just spiral out again within a week and I’ll just throw my hands in the air and say f*ck it, that’s what happened a month ago -lol- and here I sit.
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you’re all just going to have to deal. i have no idea what i’m doing and kev’s busy.

i hate you at the moment

:)

Interesting to see how it’s changed in since the last one I did. I used to be ISFJ/ESFJ or Nurturer/Caregiver.

You Are An ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking – you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. In love, you are loyal and honest. If you commit yourself to someone, then you’re fully committed. For you, love is something that happens naturally. And you don’t need romantic gestures to feel loved. At work, you remember details well and are happy to take on any responsibility. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. How you see yourself: Decisive, stable, and dependable When other people don’t get you, they see you as: Boring, conservative, and egotistical

ah well. I’ve just not felt like it, plus i’ve had a bit going on to take care of. been redesigning miaouphoto, visiting with Sarah, painting bedrooms with Julia and just trying to keep my head above the water.