Monthly Archive for July, 2002

So.. I’m back from the doctors.. with 2 things wro…

So.. I’m back from the doctors.. with 2 things wrong with me.. JOY!

Firstly,.. I do have a gallstone.. she said the surgeon might just remove it.. I say.. take the whole damn thing out.. I don’t want to have to deal with this again. So I am being scheduled for surgery within the next 2 months hopefully. In the meantime I have a magic pill that stops gallbladder spazms.

Secondly.. I have been tested positive for H.Pylori (Heliobacter Pylori). Which is being treated by a 7 day antibacterial program.. with these buggers.. the one outside the package.. is a normal tylenol.

H.Pylori: Helicobacter pylori is a spiral shaped bacterium that lives in the stomach and duodenum (section of intestine just below stomach). It has a unique way of adapting in the harsh environment of the stomach. The inside of the stomach is bathed in about half a gallon of gastric juice every day. Gastric juice is composed of digestive enzymes and concentrated hydrochloric acid, which can readily tear apart the toughest food or microorganism. Bacteria, viruses, and yesterdays steak dinner are all consumed in this deadly bath of chemicals. It used to be thought that the stomach contained no bacteria and was actually sterile, but Helicobacter pylori changed that. The stomach is protected from its own gastric juice by a thick layer of mucus that covers the stomach lining. Helicobacter pylori takes advantage of this protection by living in the mucus lining.

Once H. pylori is safely ensconced in the mucus, it is able to fight the stomach acid that does reach it with an enzyme it possesses called urease. Urease converts urea, of which there is an abundant supply in the stomach (from saliva and gastric juices), into bicarbonate and ammonia, which are strong bases. This creates a cloud of acid neutralizing chemicals around the H. pylori, protecting it from the acid in the stomach. The reaction of urea hydrolysis is important for diagnosis of H.pylori by the breath test. Another defense H. pylori has is that the body’s natural defenses cannot reach the bacterium in the mucus lining of the stomach. The immune system will respond to an H. pylori infection by sending white cells, killer T cells, and other infection fighting agents. However, these potential H. pylori eradicators cannot reach the infection, because they cannot easily get through stomach lining. They do not go away either, though, and the immune response grows and grows. Polymorphs die, and spill their destructive compounds (superoxide radicals) on stomach lining cells. Extra nutrients are sent to reinforce the white cells, and the H. pylori can feed on this. within a few days, gastritis and perhaps eventually a peptic ulcer results. It may not be H. pylori itself which causes peptic ulcer, but the inflammation of the stomach lining; i.e. the response to H. pylori. H. pylori is believed to be transmitted orally. Many researchers think that H, pylori is transmitted orally by means of fecal matter through the ingestion of waste tainted food or water. In addition, it is possible that H. pylori could be transmitted from the stomach to the mouth through gastro-esophagal reflux (in which a small amount of the stomach’s contents is involuntarily forced up the esophagus) or belching, common symptoms of gastritis. The bacterium could then be transmitted through oral contact.

Do *You* Need A Boob Job?

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Do *You* Need A Boob Job?

I didn’t do this the other day when I got it up an…

I didn’t do this the other day when I got it up and running.. but I now have a photoblog going for daily pictures. I joined the 1000 Words ring, and the goal is to take a picture and post it every day. Which is pretty easy for ME to do*L* Seeings how I’m always off taking pictures:) You can find the link for the photoblog over there -points to the right- on the side bar. check often…leave comments..:)

So I’m all packed and ready to go this weekend for…

So I’m all packed and ready to go this weekend for the wedding.. While packing, I decided that I have entirely WAY too much underwear, and not enough drawer space*L* I also contemplated making a mp3 cd to listen to.. but i just can’t be arsed to right now.. Maybe later this afternoon..

I have my doctor’s appointment later today at 11:30.. I have to be there at like 10:30 because K has a meeting at 11 :| So.. I find out what is wrong with me.. see the results of the ultrasound and the bloodwork. I’m supar nervous..-wriggles- I really hope it’s something nice and simple like my gallbladder.. easy in , easy out.. no more problems. I hear ya lose weight too after having it done cuz you can’t eat barely anything.. Which is good.. give me an excuse to cut more bad foods out of my diet*L* Ah well.. Will update later when I get back from the doctor’s..

On a different note.. I found out tonight that both my aunt Edna(my mom’s sister) and her husband John are in the hospital.. and NONE of my mothers jackass family bothered to call her and inform her of this.. So like 1.5 weeks later, my Uncle Bob (mom’s brother) calls my poor mom to see how she is doing and handling my aunt having a stroke etc, because no one had talked to my mom about it.. well no SHIT no one had talked to her about it.. she had no fucking clue that her sister and brother in law were in the hospital! Outside of my mothers immediate siblings, I have NO respect for her side of the family.. They’re rude, inconsiderate.. and just down right stupid. We can’t even get the first cousins to help pay for a headstone for our grandparents.. who have been dead for over 10 years. They lay in an unmarked grave, and the cousins refuse to help my mom and I with paying for a gravemarker. But anyways.. I haven’t seen any of my mom’s siblings for a good 10 years at least.. I know I haven’t seen Bob in that long.. her 2 sisters I may have seen irregularly while in high school..but I cannot remember.. My last trip home.. I was really realizing how old my aunts and uncles are.. My mother is the baby.. and she’s 60.. I do believe my Uncle Bob, and Aunts Ruth and Edna are in their mid to late 70’s.. if not even in the 80’s.. I know my uncle John is 83? So i started thinking, wow.. I really need to see these people.. they’re not going to be around much longer.. and well.. my last trip home, I just couldn’t get my mom rounded up enough to take me out to visit (i have NO idea how to get to their house.. i’ve never driven there).. Hindsight is 20/20 I guess.. I doubt I will ever see my Uncle Bob again.. He lives in Alabama.. I live in Ontario.. I’m nearly half a continent away.. I know I want to fly down to see my grandparents in the fall.. maybe I will see if I can hop from Florida over to Ala.. It’s worth a shot.. I may not get the chance to ever again.

from yesterday when my connection flaked out…. …

from yesterday when my connection flaked out….

So I had the biggest laugh this afternoon while playing scrabble with Rusty.. I checked my email, and had a messege in my bulk mail folder with a “real name”.. So I checked it out.. It was an email from Steve Michaels of Poetry.com. Firstly it was saying how sorry he was that I had declined to come to Washington D.C. for their 2002 International Society of Poets’ Summer Convention and Symposium. For starters*L* I had never HEARD of this convention.. much less been “honoured” to be selected and declined to participate*L* The letter then went on to say that I could still participate, and recieve my “awards”.. that bowl.. a membership for 2002-2003 International Society of Poets and some cheesey medal. Also my poem (note:i haven’t submitted a poem to this site since 1999) will be in printed form and displayed for their 2500+ participants to see and admire! WOO!

Here’s the catch*L*

Rebekah, all that’s required for us to immediately send you all of these Awards is for you to submit a poem to be formally presented at the convention. Additionally, we must also ask you for the necessary funds ($169.00) to cover the costs of the time and effort required to present your poem before the convention attendees both aloud and in writing, as well as the costs incurred in insuring and shipping to you these extremely bulky and heavy awards.

I about busted a gut reading this..are these people fucking high? I hope to god there isn’t some poor sap out there that will fall for this scam..BUT.. my gifts come with a 60 day money back guarentee.. Sorry Steve.. My neighbours dog just isn’t finding that silver bowl suitable as a water dish, give me my damn money back. And after professing AGAIN how sorry they were for me not being able to attend, he closed with his deep most wishes to meet personally one day at an convention so that he can give me awards himself. Attached at the bottom is a P.S.

P.S. You’ll also receive a $100.00 gift certificate off the registration of a future ISP convention so that we can formally recognize your poetic accomplishments in person at a date that’s convenient to you.

Great.. So I have to pay.. for you to honour me*L* No thanks.

My astrological profile according to Yahoo! You…

My astrological profile according to Yahoo!

Your Sun Sign is Leo …

Your sign is that of dramatic Leo, the fifth sign of the zodiac, and the sign of generosity and nobility. Your sign, stands for self-expression and the unfolding of the internal power principle. Generous and self-aware, you are truly king of the jungle.

The Sun, defines the dominant traits of your personality and your basic character. This makes you a self-assured, magnanimous, and buoyant person who enjoys being the center of attention, and others often see you as invincible, because your courage and charisma are so impressive.

You are the second of the fire signs, which makes you a strong-willed and courageous individual, with great leadership qualities. Your aura radiates magnetism and dignity like the rays around the sun.

You rule the fifth house of the horoscope, which is the section associated with pleasure, creativity, and play. This includes romance, children, gambling and speculation, hobbies, sports, fun and games. Your desire to live out your emotions is powerful, and you constantly seek new ways of self-expression.

The mode of a Leo is fixed, which means that you are passive in your need for admiration, expecting others to naturally notice and approach you. You enjoy stability and comfort, and are generous in sharing it with others.

Your strengths, lie in your open-minded and extremely faithful nature. You tend to act as the protector of the downtrodden, and when taking sides, most often root for the underdog. In relationships, you are sincere, genuine, and trusting, because you hold high ethical standards.

However, even you have weaknesses, dear Leo! At times, you have a tendency to become vain and egocentric, and get anxious and hypersensitive when you don’t get the attention you want. If you are fishing for compliments and get a dissatisfying result, you compensate by displaying arrogance, and are very capable of delivering a grandiose and exaggerated performance.

Your Rising Sign is Sagittarius …

Optimism and enthusiasm are defining terms for you, as a Sagittarius Rising. Particularly drawn to travel, you love exploration, as your mind is open to all new avenues of thought. You are idealistic, full of energy, and adventurous, and want to expand your boundaries to discover new possibilities.

Your ambitions are geared to large-scale goals and you love to overcome obstacles, live up to challenges, and reach out for the stars to bring them down to earth. You can be considered a person of the future, because your eyes are always focused on what lies ahead of you. You demand freedom, and find yourself drawn to protecting those whose freedom may be infringed upon, such as children or animals. Fighting for any cause you find worthwhile is second nature to you.

You are constantly searching for the true meaning of our existence in this world, and therefore, you are fascinated by philosophical, religious, and scientific truths. At the same time, you are ethical in your thinking and have high moral standards.

Since you are such a positive thinker, your sense of humor always helps you to bounce back quickly, when you are sad. You rarely ever walk down the melancholic path and feel sorry for yourself. Even disappointments don’t tend to affect you that much, because your idealism will pull you beyond.

When it comes to love, you are a bit fickle, and you tend to move from one love affair to the next. It’s hard for you to settle down! Your need for expansion and growth is unquenchable, and sometimes you think one partner can’t satisfy that in you. But with age, you will realize the value of getting more stable and are able to make a true commitment.

-grins & points to side bar- i have a hot topic wish list now:)

What’s *Your* Sex Sign?

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What’s *Your* Sex Sign?

found this quite amusing

found this quite amusing

1. How long have you had a weblog? April 2002.. ha…

1. How long have you had a weblog? April 2002.. has kept online journals previously though since about 1999.

2. What was your first post about? I thanked my husband for the domain and showing me the FTP dohickey.. and thanked Bevie for the layout:)

3. How many changes (name, location, etc.) of your weblog have there been, if more than one? It’s been dreaminginreality all the time now.. but the layout has changed 4 times now.. i’m working on the 5th…

4. What CMS (content management system) do you use? Do you like it or do you want to try something else? I use Blogger.. even though it’s had it’s issues lately.. It works for me.. so I’m happy.

5. Do you read people who have both a journal and a weblog? Or do you prefer to read people who have all of their writing in one central place? If they have both, then yes I’ll look at both.. but I prefer all in one place for their daily entries..