So earlier today
I sorta had this moment of RAH SCREW YOU PEOPLE.. where I started thinking about this blog and how I should use it more effectively. A few days ago, I wrote a letter, it was the most cruel and horrible thing I have ever written or said to anyone. But you know what? I feel great that I’ve gotten all that shit out, I sorta wish I hadn’t SENT the letter, but I feel better having vented and gotten some of it out.
I usually temper what I write on this site, for privacy or not upsetting some. I also temper images and content in general about what I post, because some people deem things offensive or innappropriate. I feel like saying tough luck. I have been respecting that for 3 years now, and you know what? suddenly I find the reasons behind that respect lacking due to dishonesty, lack of being upfront-ness. It makes me want to throw up a set of boobies, and blog about sex sites on the internet. Not really the mature way of it all, but I want to. It’s my way of “showing my flair” ala Jenn Aniston in Office Space. You want flair? Hrm? THERE. there’s my flair.
I want to be bold and blunt, I want to be sarcastic and scathing. I want to write about the shit driving me mad, or making me sad.. without having to worry about JoeSchmo. There is a moment every day when I wish I had never shared this URL with some people. If I had some use for dreaminginreality.com, I’d just go and get a secret blog domain. Screw the world, screw your fatkins diet, screw your bad driving habits, and screw censoring yourself.
Fuck it. I have to go to Wal-Mart.
