Dreaming.In.Reality

& i feel lost already…

i’ve been home just over 24 hours.. and already i’m feeling behind. i don’t know.. usually by now i’ve been in contact with more people, seen more people.. i think i’ve spent more time with my parents in the past day and a half.. than i have in the past 2 trips back here. i know at least with my dad.. lord he nearly drove me up a tree today.. but we had our laughs..

overall it was a good day… but i need to plan out some sort of schedule.. i have a feeling that having this much time.. i will sort into the attitude of I have 3 weeks! No worries, do it later! and i really don’t want to do that.. so a rough list of things/people to do/see will be made later tonight or tomorrow morning..

mom and i are going to breakfast and shopping in the am. going to great lakes crossing, having lunch at the rain forest cafe.. maybe hit sommerset mall on the way back.. i dunno.. depends on the way we go i suppose*L* but oi.. breakfast is going to be early.. 730 -yawns but i was the one that said i wanted to be up early, to bed early..

today while riding.. i felt so bleh.. i think it was my pants.. they were too tight.. ugh.. i bought a pair of jeans that were big and baggy tonight.. just for going to the barn in.. and that feels so wrong.. i shouldn’t be wearing new things to the barn*L* but it just wasn’t a good afternoon for me and flame.. i think he’s getting some sort of foot fungus.. and he was good, but just really unresponsive to everything.. was like trying to get a 2 year old kid to pay attention to you.. not fun is what it was.

hopefully in the next few weeks, i’ll get back into some sort of shape.. starting on monday i am planning on walking/jogging with the porkchop pup for at least an hour in the morning and then going to see the horse.. that SHOULD do something i hope-lol- i also want to try riding my bike as well.. not sure what condition it is in.. guess i’ll find out sometime in the week.

i have a lot of projects with the house coming up.. i want to get the bulk of them done very soon. monday i have to scrap paint off the house, so that it can be repainted.. i didn’t realize how much of my parents house actually has paint on it.. a LOT more than i remember.. but then again the last time i helped painted was probably in 1993*L*.. i have to mow the lawn tuesday.. which there really isn’t a lot of lawn left in the backyard.. the grub situation is pretty bad this year.. half the yard is dirt now:( also during the week, we’re replacing the front walk with new brick pavers.. i have to call the piano tuner and have him come tune my poor piano.. i have to repaint the stupid shed too.. and on top of all of that.. i promised mum i’d help her rewallpaper the kitchen.. and i have to paint the trim too.. cuz she didn’t tape off the damn trim and it’s now covered in white paint.. she should have just painted it all white*L* save time and effort!

and then SOMEWHERE in all of this.. i have to see friends.. i have a lot of people that i want to see.. some.. i don’t have numbers for.. which is annoying:(

right ok.. enough bitching for a while.. toodles