There are several things I want to blog about.. I’…
There are several things I want to blog about.. I’ve been mulling the one over in my brain.. for several days now.. after a random act of kindness has really changed my near future around for the better.. I need to write something.. but expressing myself exactly how I feel about the situation, isn’t coming easily.. thank you.. just doesn’t seem quite enough.. or right. It will come to me soon I hope.. or else I’m just stealing d kitty’s muse for good. The other bit I want to write about is, in a way.. discussing sacrifice, subconcious/concious acts of pettiness, and worldly material goods in our everyday lives.. This one.. requires tact to write, more than grasping an eloquent way of expressing thank you.
In the past few months, I’ve been cautious how I write… what I write; to make sure that it doesn’t offend or upset anyone in my immediate circle of closest friends. I do still express myself, but in a way.. to make sure not to be unknowingly slapping someone upside the head with an offhand comment. By not minding how I was expressing things, I almost lost someone so dear to me, that even to this day I stress about it.. I don’t like close calls.. some people thrive on them.. me, they scare the pants off. For the record… Karen, Bev, Leese.. this has nothing to do with you guys*L*
I am going to the parents for 2 weeks on Tuesday, my blogging will be greatly hindered.. my entire net access really.. So, if these two topics don’t come before then.. it is either I blew up my dad’s poor misguided beastie of a computer with incredibly slow dialup.. or I still haven’t figured out how I am going to write these things. But I will write them.. as well as other things, that have quietly and not so quietly fluttering around in my mind the past week or so. It’s been a rollar coaster ride the past 5 days for me and the hubby, there are still a few hills and turns left.. but we’ve past the drop where our picture is taken, so we know the scariest for now has past….. now we can laugh and relax.. and enjoy the ride a bit…
