Dreaming.In.Reality

I slept so nice last night.. bout 1230am to 830 this morning.. in my bed -sighs I slept on my back, I slept on both my sides, I slept on my belly… I hope this continues.. I feel good today:)

Because I haven’t done the Friday Five in such a long time

1. What size shoe do you wear? 7.5 mostly.. sometimes an 8 depending on the shoe

2. How many pairs of shoes do you own? -thinks- too many.. actually I think I own a total of 15-18 pairs

3. What type of shoe do you prefer (boots, sneakers, pumps, etc.)? I prefer my little jesus sandals.. i wear them where/when ever I can. if not those, then my sneakers.

4. Describe your favorite pair of shoes. Why are they your favorite?My favourite pair of shoes.. I have 2 really.. one being the jesus sandals.. they’re comfy, easy to get on and off, they mold to your feet:) mine have little toe prints in them. The other ones are my microfiber knee high boots.. I lurve those boots.. K got them for me 2 years ago in the States..

5. What’s the most you’ve spent on one pair of shoes?i would say the boots, but i didn’t buy them.. kevin did*L* I would say the most i’ve Ever spent on a pair of everyday foot wear would be about $150USD for a pair of black heels i have.. non everyday foot wear would be my riding boots which were about $200USD

5 thins about Becka this morning

1. Becka has a stiff neck this morning from couch sleeping

2. Becka has itchy feet

3. Becka a completely dry mouth, when moistened.. it tastes like disolved drugs

5. Becka hates K being sick…. when Becka is sick cuz she can’t play nursemaid.

2 X-Rays, 2 vials of blood, 15 minutes of excrutiating pain while lying on back for ultrasound, no food or water all day, no pain killers either.. . I have returned.. and everything is normal and perfectly fine ‘cept that I’ve royally farked up my back.. SO.. kitty has 3 new prescrips including muscle relaxants, more percocet and a sleeping pill. Everything is supposed to sort itself out in a few days.. apparently.. we’ll see…

So I called the surgeon this morning, the receptionist called me back.. Deb is such a sweetheart.. we talked about what was going on.. and I told her about the idiocy of my current doctor’s receptionist.. So I go see the surgeon again at 830 in the morning.. I’m so ready for this to be fixed.. all I want is a god damn decent’s night sleep*L* I slept sitting up last night.. after I tried laying down and found that laying down was probably the worst most painful thing I could ever do.. I had rolling back spasms of the worst kind which in turn starting making my abdominal muscles cramp and spasm.. I couldn’t breathe lest I have that wonderful “stabbingyoustabbingyou” feeling.. So i wheezed and gasped for about 10 minutes, while conciously keeping myself from clawing the snot out of poor K’s hand everytime a spasm hit which was about every 10 seconds with 5 seconds to breathe and cuss out a few bad words..I eventually got a break to sit up and be sat out in the chair.. K watched a movie with me.. and very clever like set the couch up so that I could be in a sitting/resting position so perhaps I could sleep.. was either that or stay up all night and tonight until I went to the doctors.. which I’m 100% positive would have put me in the best mood*L* So I slept from 230-5 am or so.. was up for an hour.. my butt went numb.. walked around stretched, then went back to bed till about 10am.. I was a bit sore in the back when I got up then, but I kept shifting to get comfortable.. I had no make me fuzzy drugs in me..

On a slightly but not much different note.. someone mentioned to me recently that I’ve been whining about myself(surgery) on my blog.. well guess what.. TOO STINKING BAD*L* I paid for this, it’s MY blog, NOT yours.. I can do whatever I damn well please on it.. as of right now.. I’m so fustrated silly with all this pain and running about, I NEED an outlet to vent that I won’t burst into tears everytime I think about it. So kiss my ass.. and get your own blog.. stop telling me what I should have on mine.