Dreaming.In.Reality

OK.. bitch rant post..

This again, is to those who come to people looking for advice and get pissed when they are not told what they want to hear. I have NEVER been one to sugar coat anything. If you come to me for my opinion, my advice, you’re going to get it.. and 98% of the time, you’re not going to like how it’s given. Now, if you KNOW that, and can still come to me, and go away with what I have said, in a mature manner, THINK about it.. and possibly use it to weigh any decisions you make.. then BRAVO! I am proud of you.. If you cannot do that, please don’t waste my time. I am SICK and tired, of being someone’s emotional punching bag when shit goes wrong in their lives, then get shit on by them.. when I tell them the bald face truth and what I think should be done. I am here for you to vent, I am here to give you advice.. you don’t like it, fine.. then don’t digest it anymore than it takes you to decide you don’t like it.. DO NOT give me shit, because I won’t sit there and tell you that what you are doing is fine, and the choices you are making are the sane or proper ones and pat you on the damn back. DO NOT get huffy with me, all moody-like and bugger off in a conversation because I won’t give you sympathy for a situation of your own doing.

So I have my follow up appointment Weds at 11:15am.. The receptionist didn’t seem too impressed when I asked how I’m supposed to be caring for these damn cuts properly.. Apparently I was supposed to get a green sheet (my surgeon seems to have all his stuff on green paper) that supposedly tells me how to care for my incisions and the funky tape that is holding them on etc.. but I didn’t get that.. which at that time got my appointment bumped from next monday*L* to this weds.. So who knows what is gonna be said to me when I go and see him.. Prolly end up scarring all pretty from not being washed proper like or something.. just my luck >:(

On another note though.. I’ve realized how much I miss playing the piano.. While downloading.. I’ve stumbled across some piano instrumentals of popular songs from movies or what not.. just listening to them.. specially songs I KNOW how to play.. I can almost feel the keyboard under my paws, if I just sit and listen.. I can remember how I felt in my own world when I played.. nothing touched me there.. I remember how much emotion I could pour into playing.. -sighs-