Dreaming.In.Reality

So Bev has this Southpark thing….

So yeah.. Spent all of the morning.. 7:45am-ish to about 12:45pm-ish.. in the ER of Ottawa Gen.. for my stupid stomach.. I have apparently Gastritis, and I have to go be scoped… to find out what kind it is. WEEE..

So I’ve been up since 5am because of my stomach doing it’s wonderful fuckyouihateyou act. This time, having it hurt so bad I throw up, didn’t fix the pain after I was done yacking. There’s nothing left in me or of me at the moment.. I don’t know how I am going to get through till this wears off.