Dreaming.In.Reality

that huge post was about you..

So here I was today, cleaning my house.. taken care of the left over disasters that had occured during the 5 days before, during and after my wedding*L* I was washing out a vase, when I was listening to a song.. on the radio.. it’s by some teenage pop princess.. a rather NEW one.. but all in all.. and all I could get of the song was, she was telling someone to stop being something they are not.. and life is only what you make it. So on that, I began thinking about a close online friend of mine, who has a rather “perfection” seeking partner.. where anything and everything she does, is never good enough, or because of things she has done in the past.. ALL of those, make her a bad person, totally ignoring the good that she has done.. and the good person that she IS. And I can remember talking once, to her partner.. and all he wanted was her to be this or that.. and I asked him.. well she’s none of those.. and he said he knew.. but couldn’t accept all of that. Which made me think of OTHER things that happened in a relationship of mine, to where.. I basically told this fellow I was with, if you couldn’t accept something I have done, or may do.. or may have in my life.. .that you truely cannot accept me as a whole.. And if you cannot do that, than you truely cannot love me.. and I don’t want to be in that type of situation. Which is what I want the both of them to realize.. but there’s only so much one on the outside can do..

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