So I called the surgeon this morning, the receptio…
So I called the surgeon this morning, the receptionist called me back.. Deb is such a sweetheart.. we talked about what was going on.. and I told her about the idiocy of my current doctor’s receptionist.. So I go see the surgeon again at 830 in the morning.. I’m so ready for this to be fixed.. all I want is a god damn decent’s night sleep*L* I slept sitting up last night.. after I tried laying down and found that laying down was probably the worst most painful thing I could ever do.. I had rolling back spasms of the worst kind which in turn starting making my abdominal muscles cramp and spasm.. I couldn’t breathe lest I have that wonderful “stabbingyoustabbingyou” feeling.. So i wheezed and gasped for about 10 minutes, while conciously keeping myself from clawing the snot out of poor K’s hand everytime a spasm hit which was about every 10 seconds with 5 seconds to breathe and cuss out a few bad words..I eventually got a break to sit up and be sat out in the chair.. K watched a movie with me.. and very clever like set the couch up so that I could be in a sitting/resting position so perhaps I could sleep.. was either that or stay up all night and tonight until I went to the doctors.. which I’m 100% positive would have put me in the best mood*L* So I slept from 230-5 am or so.. was up for an hour.. my butt went numb.. walked around stretched, then went back to bed till about 10am.. I was a bit sore in the back when I got up then, but I kept shifting to get comfortable.. I had no make me fuzzy drugs in me..
On a slightly but not much different note.. someone mentioned to me recently that I’ve been whining about myself(surgery) on my blog.. well guess what.. TOO STINKING BAD*L* I paid for this, it’s MY blog, NOT yours.. I can do whatever I damn well please on it.. as of right now.. I’m so fustrated silly with all this pain and running about, I NEED an outlet to vent that I won’t burst into tears everytime I think about it. So kiss my ass.. and get your own blog.. stop telling me what I should have on mine.
