Dreaming.In.Reality

You know.. it really sucks when you find out something.. that shouldn’t really bother you.. but it does.. even though I’ve never met this person.. my heart broke this morning when I was told about him.

Six years ago, when I first started chatting a lot, I met a boy from Wales….R. He was spunky, mean spirited at times, rude, but deep down had a heart of gold, and a wicked sense of humour. I still chatted with him all those years, I can even remember the last thing I told him online.. “You’re so bad R.. I can’t believe I’ve kept you around me for so long”. It doesn’t seem like 6 years.. but it has been.. And today, another boy from Wales..S who lives right down the street from R.. told us of how R.. was no longer with us. It just seems so unreal.. he was only 21.. he was the baby of our group.. and now he’s gone..