Dreaming.In.Reality

So today.. I was feeling pretty good about myself.. standing in front of my mirror.. fresh out of the shower.. I thought “I’m gonna wear that new sundress”, so I put it on, and 10 minutes later was wriggling out of it. I then ransacked my closet and dresser for clothes that were summery.. nothing was suiting me.. I hate feeling like this.. Tomorrow.. those life changes are going to start.. first thing happening with a nice long walk in the AM